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이천십년 일월 십팔일 월요일 날씨 아주 맑음, 그치만 밖에 안나감.


My age-old dawn prayer began again in the end.
Taking the beginning of the special dawn prayer of Hanmaum Church as an opportunity, I woke up at 5:10 and went to pray at 5:30.
Grabbing my vacillated mind, I put forth my agony in the presence of God.
Ah, how long I have waited for this moment praying before God on my knees.
On the merits of CD player's praises (though it popped several times), God hugged me around with His holy hands.
I want not to lose this graceful chance again.
I read the Bible and memorized some verses, and meditated one verse.
I did Positive Thought and I had breakfast.
Then, I studied many things.
Eunbee invited me and others for lunch, which was a great luncheon. Thank you, Eunbee.
Then, I studied all day and evening long.
In interlude of my studying, I accompanied the piano.
I researched information for my future by interner for a couple of hours.
It terrified me with many and heavy works to do.

Can I complete all of them and finally succeed?
No affirmation.

....
Let me maintain a constant attempt and a struggle for it.