It's 1:29 am...

I've just come back home. I had had a get-together with my ESL teachers, to be exact, counter teachers + Sunny.
I had planned a lot of and precious things for this night time...
It's all canceled and I may not get up early tomorrow and miss it again.

Oops... when things like this happened to me before, I used to get upset and regret. but now, I think I'm little more grown up. I don't regret by looking back the past time but I renew my reslove. Yet, I'm not sure which is better that I'd escaped from the meeting saying "I have a promise", or I'd just join like this time.

Time will tell me and then I can fix it later. Just for now, I don't need to regret and stay on the past.

Let me get up at 5:30 tomorrow morning!! I can do it! God, my LORD, please help me. please....