I got an arrow into my heart.

To hold it or not to hold it,
To feel or to reason, that is the question.
I'm a man of thought and a man of emotion,
and I feel before I think
but I can't help thinking after I feel it.
Even though I try not to think, it is already to think.
There is no way to help thinking.
All I can do now is to try make one step more till my heart devours my reason.
Whose poison is more potent, it will turn out before long.